December 2010
Mandatory NYE reflection.
From the advert project, horrible GPA, IBP with m:idea marcomm, first time going for media movie previews, moving out of my home of 19 years, moving in with my Grandfather for about 4 months, failing my driving test, celebrating my 19th birthday, upgrading to an iphone 4 (Steve Jobs, I love you), showing the middle finger to everyone in Genting, coming home at 4am to a huge scolding, the interview...
Mandatory NYE reflection.
From the advert project, horrible GPA, IBP with m:idea marcomm, first time going for media movie previews, moving out of my home of 19 years, moving in with my Grandfather for about 4 months, celebrating my 19th birthday, upgrading to an iphone 4 (Steve Jobs, I love you), failing my driving test, showing the middle finger to everyone in Genting, coming home at 4am to a huge scolding, the...
Tomorrow will see a very depressed me in front of the television 10 mins into the new year, waiting to countdown alone.
I understand the severe bleakness of my life and maybe I will do something about it next year. But until then, I remain an awkward, unsociable hermit, living without a point in life.
Sigh.
Fuck, so depressed.
This, is forever alone.
For real.
:’(
Gah fuck life.
Life is a shit hole.
I don’t know why I bother.
DEPRESSION.
NO MOTIVATION TO DO ANYTHING.
JUSTINE YOU HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO.
Oh Anberlin, you depress me so much sometimes.
It’s a shitty night to attempt to start on work.
Sigh.
YOU’RE A FUCKING PRICK THAT’S ALL.
Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.
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LONELYSHIT1991 ._.
Tired.
Tired.
Paranoid.
Tired.